OMGOMG!!!
Exams is totally ending tmr at 1130am!!!!!!
OH-SO-FINALLY!!!!! (:

wheeeeeeee i just bought a storybook at popular after brunch with jiam just now.
MY SISTER'S KEEPER.
Jiam says i shld watch the movie first then read the book,
cos ppl always say books are so much better.
SO hopefully can watch with her and yuan b4 ATAS DINNER TMR HURHURS.
I hope the tiramisu they gonna make tonight is gonna be SUCCESSFUL!
i so wish i can join them!
anyhows,
I think i'm continuing this blog.
So much as for thinking of cancelling off it a few days back...
But it holds important memories which i dun wanna delete.
So yes this blog is so gonna go on!
But gonna have another a 'PROJECT' coming up very soon! STAY TUNED!

I think I wanna start reading again!
It seems really long since I last properly read a book from the start to the very end,
And i think only a few books manage to get me captivated to read to the last page,
Prolly like da vinci code, tuesdays with morrie, 5 ppl i meet in heaven, freakonomics.
Jiam totally INFECTED me with the desire to start reading books again!
So i'm gonna start reading it on the plane to KL on sat evening!
WHEEEEEE.
I'M FLYING OFF.
THOU ITS JUST A 45MINS RIDE.
AWAY AWAY,
YAYYYYYY (:

2 SHORT FOODIE UPDATES:
for westies, pls try the CHEESE KAYA THICK TOAST at kopi roti @ WEST MALL!
for EVERYONE (REALLY!),
pls go eat the cakes at 1 CARAMEL, the cafe besides The Cathay!
MANGO MASCARPONE!!!! :D:D:D
Shall share more when I get the piccas!

Okay one last final lap to go,
WOOHOOOO.
all the best to me! (:

and to end off this post,

I almost din realized that...
Its the START of a BRAND NEW MONTH TODAY!
I guess its really like totally buried in the mugging mood whereby
the daily 'routine' of eat.mug.sleep repeats itself...
But yes ONE FINAL PAPER TO GO ON FRIDAY.

Seriously will fall into the trap of losing focus,
In a sense getting excited over the things that gonna happen after exams!
Well I did start to get a little excited over new plans and targets i've set for myself,
and the list of to-do-things gets longer and longer!

Taking a short little break now,
mind feels a little tired, and eyes feel like they need some rest.
Shall sleep early tonight to recharge!
Din feel exactly exhausted after today's paper,
Luckily it was manageable,
I really hope for a B+...
But there's like only 30 plus who took the paper?
And a few took MC to 'escape'...
At least I tried my best,
just that I completely shut down 10 minutes b4 the paper,
not willing to put in any more effort.
HURHURS.
MAX-ed out in a sense.
PHEW AT LEAST THE TOUGHEST PAPER IS OVER!
*throws confetti*
and one last one to go which I wanna ACE it! (:

#1: MEET BFF TMR! CANT WAIT TO DIG INTO 1 CARAMEL CAKES!
#2: TRADE IN MY IXUS FOR A NEW HOT PINK IXUS!
wheeeeeee!

Stayed a while in school to study just now,
and wow the sunset was beautiful.
Really beautiful...
There're still many things to life I guess...
I need to remind myself!
Throw away the unhappy past,
Embrace the new future!
(:

Keep listening to Leona Lewis songs,
and man, they make me tear :(
I used to feel very touched hearing them in the past on my ipod,
and she's got a really nice voice.
What for listen right at this point in time?
But I guess there's beauty in all the pain (:
SZ asked me ytd do u still rmb how days were like b4 all these?
I nodded and said 'y2, most xiong year with 24aus each sem, adsports super busy but super huat...'
(:


I guess i still need some time to be alone and sort out some thoughts,
Cry max out and i know i will be healed.
There are still alot of things out there I wanna do,
baking site, learn driving, just to name some.
Might be realizing a trip to BKK just before school start in jan,
now making new plans to fit my short holiday break.

There's a reason for everything,
and yes the pain is there,
but it'll fade.
(:

TWO MORE PAPERS TO GOOOOOOOOOO!
cant wait for a good dinner on wed with cheryl bestie!
1 CARAMEL, 1 CARAMEL *chants*
and cheatsheet for tmr paper pls work your power and magic!

Saw an sms that was way back in Aug in the temp phone in the afternoon,
Just clicked on msn chat history to see what did we chat about not long ago...
I think I learn to understand myself more through this episode,
I guess I'll be stronger at the end of the day,
sometime down the road I'll smile again and be my usual self.

Hearing words from a third party shattered my day ytd morning...
Broke entirely my momentum for revision.
I'm not blaming the person, just a perfectly wrong timing...
I still have to hear it from him personally to put a proper closure I guess.
But not now definitely.
Thankfully got back to the mode of revision after much struggle.

Woah I think the Dubai news of it delaying its debts
by 6 mths is a super big woohoo in global financial markets now.
Seriously I don think the market can bear the consequences at this point in time
when recovery is in the process, when confidence is starting to surface...
It's not possible to have total peace isnt?
Life is full of ups and downs,
and now at this moment is a down for me,
but I hope I'll really be better in time.

Study hardo ne for those who are concerned about me
and have been reading all these entries...
I'm really sorry for being so bitter these days.
I guess I will stop writing on this blog soon,
to start another one to resume my usual foodie and baking posts!
Meanwhile,
this would be the place I'm pouring out my heart to and seeing my own progress.
It's all part of growing up yea.
(:

As the clock is tickling away
I know I do not have the luxury to lose my focus anymore!
Actually looking forward to my first open book exam on coming mon,
definitely not gonna be an easy paper,
but its being quite some time since I'm given the challenge to churn out essays,
4 essays in two and half hours.
Political Economy of East Asia :D
I still feel very happy and honoured to have Mr Lim Chong Yah as one of the 4 lecturers for the module,
I guess he's got an enormous well of knowledge,
How I always admire ppl who are well-read and know alot of things outside the textbook-info...
Especially when age doesnt make a difference..
Just look at our MM Lee,
Isnt he just amazing?

RANDOM:
I'm craving for shaker fries!
I hope the slight swelling of my left eyes quickly disappear!
CHERYL BFF IS COMING BACK TMR!
Meeting Jiam for dindin after her paper.
Getting away from this red dot very soon,
EXAMS ARE GONNA END! JUST ONE MORE WEEK TO GO!

I will not walk alone,
I will smile,
Soon.